Donor has been Confirmed.

With the email that sent me into a state of excitement, then 5 mins later a state of panic.

Our donor has been confirmed, and dates will be sent out to when we will be able to travel.
At this stage its looking like end of September. We need to sort out whether it will just be V travelling or,
if also go.....so September works fines for us.

I'm telling you this. Panic is reality slapping you in the face.
Over the past few days i've been distant from everyone. Keeping the news of our confirmed donor to myself,
when i started to tell one or two people, their excitement was more than mine. Its been a week or so now,
and the waves between excitement and sadness come and go. And i still haven't told my family.

Corion have been wonderful, as we know questions just keep coming to me. It seems my brain wont shut down even when its meant to like when im sleeping. Cause for some strange reason i wake up at 1am with a list of questions for the clinic, and cause im me, i email them my questions at 1am.

One of the questions that had me up was in the agreement we signed, it states that the donor is assured to produce at least 8 egg during a stimulation cycle.
Seriously how can they give this type of assurance and what if the donor doesn't produce 8 eggs!?
Thankfully the response was quick and sufficient -  'we assure you a minimum of 8 eggs. In case the donor's response is poor, we cancel the cycle and do not charge you for the stimulation. We will then offer you some other donor.'  See this is what a good clinic should do. However surly im not the only one who see 8 eggs guaranteed and questions it. Why don't they write all this information in the agreement?

When i look back as to where we stared from trying to have a baby through IVF (which im still recovering from...ugh) to letting go of that idea, to finding a beautiful surrogate to carry our baby, to letting go of that idea, to finding a donor. + a surrogate...... F%#K ME! all this in 10 months... no wonder my liver and kidneys haven't recovered. LOL

When we finally get a positive result im going to have a little party, (the big party will be after the 12 weeks)
 i kid you not..... but there will be Lots of Bubbles!